it was like a dream

ben came and went faster than i could have ever imagined it possible. but it was wonderful. i'd give anything to be able to go through this weekend again. we stayed at my grandma's, went to the lake one afternoon, and he got to visit my campus. i loved every second of last weekend. ben is so good to me for coming all the way down here just to see me for three days. boy am i lucky. :)

he's only been gone a day, and i feel so sick. i miss him and i feel so empty. but... he makes me so happy. : D that's all that counts.