Christmahannukwantakah

Finals are FINALLY over, and i can now say that i have survived my first semester of college. Weird. Crazy. I am sick though, desperately trying to get better. Tomorrow i leave for California (this is for elissa) and i'll be back in texas on the 31st of december. i'll be at my grandma's house til school gets back on the 17th. So i'm excited, but sick. being sick ruins everything. i can't believe that i used to WANT to be sick so that i could stay home from school and watch tv, and have my mommy take care of me. okay, that still sounds like a pretty good idea, but since mommy's not around, it sucks. it's christmastime, but still feels nothing like it. where's the christmas music? the lights? decorations? food? isn't this all supposed to start in september?? :D

i miss how annoying that all got. and i miss my friends and my family even more. i want to feel better.